yes things change and yes friends leave and yes life doesn’t stop for anybody… but it’s kind of sad how fast they happen and i’m starting to get scared that i can’t keep up.
Don’t you love that feeling when you have a best friend that you can tell everything to? Its so amazing you can always count on them. You will continue to tell them everything, but then one day people start telling you things. Rumors start and then all of the sudden you and your best friend are talking shit about each other. Suddenly everything you told her people are finding out and you realize that if she was so great she wouldn’t have done that, and you wouldn’t be in your room crying because all you want is her back. You want the fun times when you would act stupid and would laugh until you couldn’t breathe. When you were the new girl at school and she was your first friend. All you want is her back. You don’t care if she has other friends or new friends, but you just want her to remember you, and all that you did for her and all the times that she stood by you when no one else did. Just remember that when all of those great friends go and find new ones, and you realize you left the best one.